Thursday, February 26, 2009

Geng The Move; Pengembaraan Bermula (feat Upin and Ipin)

I just saw this movie. Its so hard to get tickets at Alamanda and Jusco Cheras Selatan because it was fully book, however tickets were easily obtained in a cinema in KL. My friend told me, in heavy populated Malay areas, people would watch this movie. I guess the cinema I go to don't have that many crowds that likes to watch Malay movies. I seem to noticed this a lot, compared to Alamanda and Jusco Cheras. Anyways back to our movie. This has to be THE BEST animation movie made in Malaysia EVER!. Forget those other animation that was shown on screen, heck you can forget all the so called CGI heavy movies (cough cough cicakman) with emphasis on action. This movie is packed with action that is suitable for the whole family, except for those with fears of reptiles, leeches and surprises. I won't dwell on the story line, please read at Gengthemovie site. This are my comments on the film.

This movie excels in details in my point of view. Watch closely how real the RM1 note is, how detail the bus tickets are, how the moth kept flying all over the light bulb, the reflection of the character in the trophy. Even the extra characters are drawn in detail and not just a shabby work.

This story is aimed mostly at Malay and small children, just how Upin and Ipin series are made. However adults can find the moral of the story they try to emulate in the film, such as religious harmony, helping others, trust and caring for endangered species. Not all of us can understand Oscar winning scripts, but this is enough for all

I find it hard to believe some people don't find this movie funny or some fall asleep during it. I mean come on, the roar of laughter should have woken you up at least. Anyway its not a typical Malay slap slick humour. Some poke fun at our way of life, family, hirarki of work, general idea and children straight forward view in life. I kept laughing to the end, please make sure you stay till the end of the credit, there is a scene after it.

The 3d nature of this movie allows us to view the action from many angles and even in slow motion. There is enough to make you jump out of your seats or get you love on all huddled up to you

They really know how to match voices to the characters design in the movie. Everything is almost seamless. Although I don't get the sudden dance and song number earlier in the movie. If I am not mistaken they used they same technology in this animation as other cartoons such as Jimmy Neutron and Foster Home for Imaginary Friends

If you are the type who enjoy malay movies, animation and just a simple good time, you would enjoy this movie. If you are those who thinks most local stuff are bad compared to those abroad, well if you haven't saw it and you still say the same thing, you are an asshole, but if you did and you felt the same way, at least you gave it a chance. Its a perfect movie for the whole family. This is a movie Watch this movie, its worth every penny, especially if you are a fan of Upin and Ipin shows. I give it a perfect score 10/10.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Wake Up Call

Monday 6.45am

my Nokia rings, it was my mother calling

Me: Yer ma..
Mother: Wake up, go pray
Me: Yes

Tuesday 6.45am

my Nokia rings, it was my mother calling

Me: Hello
Mother: Wake up, go pray
Me: Okay

Wendnesday 6.45am

my Nokia rings, it was my mother calling

Me: Hello, ma
Mother: Wake up, go pray
Me: I am..

Thurdsay 6.45am

my Nokia rings, it was my mother calling

Me: Yaaaa, I am up
Mother: Wake up, go pray
Me: *puts down phone

Friday 6.00am

I woke up earlier, took my shower, pray and was organizing my books

my Nokia rings, it was my mother calling

Me: I am up already
Mother: Oh okay

Saturday 6.45am

my Nokia rings, it was my mother calling

I quickly hid the phone under my pillow and slept on the other end of the bed

Sunday 6.00am

I woke up, brushed my teeth, pray and went back to bed with the phone in my hand

my Nokia rings, it was my mother calling

Me:I prayed already..
Mom: owh okay

Monday, February 23, 2009

A smile

This was a dialogue at my gym:

Gym consultant:
Abg, I am Suraya, if your gym membership is about to expire,please don't hesitate to contact me


Nani was your gym consultant right?

Yah, why?

She just quit, so I am you gym consultant, if you want to renew please contact me okay, when does your gym membership expires?


Alrite, abg. I hesitated to talk to you soon because you never seem to smile. It seemed like you are mad all the time.

(laughed and smiled back at her)

I guess she is right. I usually don't smile to strangers who look at me. For me I find it creepy to smile at people you don't know and it take a great deal of energy for me to do so. Unless you chatted with me or said hi, then I will be all smiles. It kinda makes a bad first impression, but then if I don't know you why should I smile to you. It can be a disadvantage to me or it can be forte. Nobody is perfect, but I get along fairly easy with most people because I do talk a lot, and I can be very blunt. Just like how wahaza experienced in the afternoon what kind of dirty talk I was giving to him :p

Sunday, February 22, 2009


I just have to cam whore... :D

Ah yes, this is my sister's third accident involving another vehicle. This is her damage.

This was the van's damage.. What damage... owh it got scratches and the panel in dented inside a bit. Nothing like a bit of polish and body work to fix it in a day. My sisters bumper however might take a few days

This is the jinxed cross road where it happened. Inside Tesco Kajang, parking lot.

According to the officer, my sister is the default cause of the accident, because even though the van hit her car, her car stopped after the stop line on the road. Also according to rule R 3(2)B the van had the right of the road so my sister had to give way to the van. It sucked but that is how the rule goes. My sister had to pay compound which the maximum is RM300 but the officer said we could lower it to RM180. It sucked (again) but at least the van owner won't get to claim insurance because I believe the repairs will be below minimum amount of the insurance company. So the van owner still have to fork out their own money for repairs or at least drive with a dented van (the van is crappy anyway, so no one would notice)

Foot Note: I been listening to the new Beyonce single called Halo. This is my current favourite song. From what I understand, Halo is that circle ring on an angels head or someone that just died. I guess its a sign of heaven perhaps. I think the song is about that warm feeling that you get from someone that you love. When you feel everything is alright and anything is possible. Like the song "baby you can be my Halo, you're my saving grace"

Thursday, February 19, 2009

2 days

Sky after the Storm

It was a crazy two day for me. Is it crazier than some other days, in more ways than one. However it was very refreshing to break from the norm.

It started yesterday with a presentation from my lab mates. It was a simple class presentation. My friend had to present Toxoplasma gondii which my research topic. It was kinda intimidating to me. Well I have to show that I understand what my parasite is. It was kinda surreal to me, that I was dealing with a level 2 microorganism, which is considered quite dangerous. Laboratory accidents are one of the caused for Toxoplasmosis. I handle it quite carefree despite the dangers, kinda like Madam Curie with her radioactive research. I try not to be too mean to my friend but at the same time I try to be fair when commenting on it. If I were up there I don’t like it if the panel started to drill me harshly.

My Viva is turned into a Van

I got dead things behind me

I could smell it

Then I was off to UKM in Kuala Lumpur, right next to IMR. My advisor requested me to pick up a some serums and cat carcass. It did not occur me that it would be a nightmare. I thought there would be only 3 bags, to my horror, there was 7 bags, with 3 of it is filled with a dead frozen cat. All of 7 bags where thawed.. and melting.. in my small black Viva, in a hot afternoon going through a traffic jam… Myself, my car and my soul smells like dead cat. Ah.. the things we do as graduated student. Its kinda funny that his past students also did the same thing. My co advisor had to carry a dead lizard while his other colleague under my advisor had to a carry some mosquitoes. Some escaped and he had to open the car window to let some go..

Later that night I was going to visit my friend that had to be admitted to hospital and I was supposed give his mother a ride. That was the plan at first until my friend told me, that that night a bunch of our friends will come too, so that it won’t be suitable for his mother and his cousin to come over. However his mother wanted to surprised my friend and insist on coming over, while my friend call me and said his mom won’t come over. So I was stuck in between. It got a bit chaotic on my behalf but in the end, his mother finally listen to him… Its kinda hard to say no to a sweet old lady okay… hopefully she is not mad at me.. :p

Load of antibiotics to fight my friends tonsil infection.

Finally this morning I had a rude awakening. Someone called me and asked me where I have been yesterday and if I want to see her legs. It sound like my friend, but since while I was half asleep I did not have the energy to swear. I just kept very silence.. until they finally cracked up. It was actually the Pagi Show crew of Fly FM. I forgotten I submitted an entry out of boredom to give me a Wake Up Call. I never thought they took me seriously since the reason that I put for them to call me is “I just want to wake up”…. That was real eye opener .

Foot note: I have removed the anonymous option in my comment form. I mean anonymous is just a way for cowards or people who don't like you to comment on your blog. Most of the time the comments was made to "aib kan org" or just to insult. I think that is normal if you have blog. Like I said before, when you got people who don't like you or know you and starts to read your blog, you know there are many people reading it. Oh well anon guest , I don't blame you for your callous comment, since you don't even know me or did you even try to introduce yourself. Anyways thank you for reading or having the time to comment.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Mama oh Mama

Life is strange you know, and it gets stranger if you live with your parents. I mean I live with my parents and still live with my parents even though I am 25. The only time I am really "independent" was when I was doing my diploma in Arau and my degree in Shah Alam. Gosh, those were the days, when about 8 months of the year, my parents have no idea what I have been doing or where I have been. That was the life. For my master's, I decided to live at home, because it would be cheaper, and I will get all the comforts of home. Food, fresh laundry, astro, and internet. Life would be great, or would it?

It seems my parents and sister are nick picking at some things I do. For so long they think I am this homely person who has no friends who just stay at home all day. I mean I am, if I was in the semester break, I don't even want to give a care about who else other than my family. However now, I have classes, research and friends to attend to. They think its weird. Going out at night GASP! have friends over to play games HORROR!, got older friends SHOCKING!!, meeting bloggers and facebook friends WTF!!!

Sometime I am over my wits with telling them who, where and why I am going out. I try to tell the stories of my friends, their family, their death, where they come from, their education, the only thing I did not left out is my friends IC.

I mean come on, I am in my 4th semester of my MASTERS..its get so irritating when I have to be investigated on what I do. Its like I am 18 again.. sure I had no life when I was 18.. but now I am enjoying meeting new people with new ideas, different lives and unique life stories. Its so refreshing to mingle with new people, to actually explore KL and know where the roads are.

Sometimes I feel so insulted you know by how my family reacts. I hate the comment my sister said to me "I don't care what you are doing, but you better stop whatever it is you are doing" WTF!! Well at least now I got a good comeback "Well, I think you should follow your own advice too"

My mum? Oh gosh.. where should I start. Yes she is one the most loving person ever, but to the rest of the world she looks very angry. We have those really pointy eye brows that makes us seem to look like we are frowning, and as we age, it gets worse. So basically anyone who comes to our house (friends of mine or my siblings) will get a bit intimidated by my mother. But she is really nice... honest...

The thing I find most irritating is, why does she want to know if my friends are married, engaged or dating?? FOR THE LOVE OF PARASITES!! WHY!!!! Is it really that important? who is married? FYI would married people get to hang out often with singles... come on laaaa.. It makes me cringe to answer that, I don't even ask that question to people.. ARGGH!!

Another personal insult I think my mother unintentionally did is when she asked me, don't you have any female friends?...... huh?... you have to be serious......... ever since I could remember, my best friend has always been a girl. I find hanging out with girls is not intimidating, I find it just normal. I engage in their relationship and such. I understand almost everything about them but something are better left not understood (shoes, bag, other people dirt) I admit I don't have that many guy friends, since I have a few selected one that I hang out frequently. With blog and facebook I get to hang out with really cool, nice and down to earth guys. And my mom got freaked out by it.. Its like who are they, where are they from, how old are they..

Owh yah don't forget marriage question.. I though I would at least get another 3 years before my mother pops up this question. Come on lah.. I don't have the urge to build a nest anytime soon. I was like.. okay.. right.. urmm sure mama.. ape ape jer lah..

Another thing that bugs me more, is when she asked, you are playing PS2 with your older friends, aren't they old to play games.. ARGGH!!! I kept calmed and replied.. "well mama, I guess they only got to buy it when they were older because their parents could not afford it just like we did before"..

Mak, mama, mom, ma, ibu....what to do what to do...I resist teenager urge to get angry and start throwing tantrums (that what my 18 year old brother is doing now because he decided to quit studying and got to vocational school to get a certificate so that he could work and then focus on his band, The Padangs). I decided to tackle the main problems, my mother and my sister head on.

I shall gather all my skills that I gathered from being around women and being around them and use it against then. It worked with my sister and it will work with my mother. This reminds me of a song.

Sunday, February 15, 2009


This is something I read for Inah's note on FB, I thought its kinda cool to do it, so why not meh.. :D

a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?"
Jenny From The Block - Jennifer Lopez (makes no sense to me)

2. How would you describe yourself?
Broken - Chris Daughtry sang during AI (hmm true enough, the song does desribe a part of me that is still broken)

3.What do you like in a guy/girl?
Manisnya Senyuman Mu - Elite (Hahaha so true, a sweet smile is always attractive to me)

4. How do you feel today?
Infatuation - Christina Aguilera (ermm I dunno, I guess, no one new to get infatuated today)

5. What is your life's purpose?
The Best I Ever Had - Vertical Horizon (True2, I want to have the best of anything I ever had )

6. What is your motto?
Thunder - Boys Like Girls (To be like a thunder? Loud, Flashy, Intimidating but like the saying goes, there is a silver lining in every dark cloud, I guess that is thunder perhaps, or is it ray of sunshine.., positive, since it bring rain.. or negative since to much rain causes flood)

7. What do your friends think of you?
Lepaskan - Vince (Let go.. hmm letting go of anger perhaps... or letting go of that joystick and do somework :p)

8. What do you think of your parents?
Crush - Mandy Moore (Huwawawawa.. not a crush but forever love and respect)

9. What do you think about very often?
Hannah Jane - Hootie and The Blowfish (Who??? perhaps someone for me kot?)

10. What is 2+2?'
Opening - Linkin Park (EKekekekek silly )

11. What do you think of your best friends?
Simple Kind of Life - No Doubt (errr I guess, depending on which part of their life I am talking about)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
You Are My Number One - Smashmouth (hahaha yes I do think the person I like is my number one)

13. What is your life?
Lelaki Idaman - Melly Goeslaw (I am the Lelaki Idaman or Dream Man of someone out there :p)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Miliku - Zahid (ermm I dunno, hahaha)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Lullaby - Mariah Carey (ahahahahaha.... I guess that music that plays in your head when you meet someone you like)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Bootylicious - Destiny Child (OMG ROTF LMAO.... I do think the people are not ready for this jelly because my body is too bootylicious.. :p)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Soar - Christina Aguilera (Wah semangat nyer lagu nih, perhaps for those who are mourning for me to go on with their life)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Don't Lie - Black Eye Peas (Errrr... no comment ;) )

19. What is your biggest fear?
Sohniye - Rishi Rich Feat Jatti (Sohniye, I look it up in the internet, its punjabi for beautiful girl... afraid of beautiful girl?? Not really, a bit intimidated perhaps)

20. What is your biggest secret?
Walking Away - Craig David (Hmm.. walking away from problems or challenges.. perhaps)

21. What do you think of your friends?
Mengapa Harus Cinta - Vince (hmm.. friends that I fell in love with or love that became friends.. mengapa harus cinta/ why does love.. I guess it changes into another form when your life requires it)

22. What will you post this as?
Istimewa - Indigo (LOL, yaa so true)

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

I Saw The Sign

This is a tagged given to me by Phat Rabbit, but the tag was in Malay, I changed it to English so that more people could understand it.


1. Sign's you are in a bad mood?

I would not speak to anyone, or face anyone. My face would look more serious than normal.

2. Sign's you are angry?

I would actually cry. Its weird, but I would, but not those sad tears but tears of angers. I would also be red and start to breath heavily. Or I swear more than usual.

3. Sign's you are sinting?

I have no idea what sinting is. This tag is given by a Sabah friend.

4. Signs that you are shy?

I become very quite, look away often and I stutter.

5. Signs you are jealous?

Refer to bad mood.

6. Signs you are sad?

I would be alone, run away from everyone and try desperately to talk to someone.

7. Signs you are happy?

I would literally skip my way, smile, and be just really positive.


1. What is the color of the shirt you are wearing?

Not wearing a shirt currently.

2. What if you were a shopaholic, is this statement true?

Yes I am but only if I have money :D

3. What if you believe in love at first sight?

I won't leave this option out of my mind, since I am open to all possibility

4. What do you want to do now?

Play Marvel vs Capcom 2

5. What is in your heart now?

Worried, mellow, apologic,


1. When were you born in this world?

24 Nov 1983

2. When is the best moment in your life?

It would tie between my first time driving and first time being in love.

3. When were you scolded by your parents?

I don't remember, my mother knows I don't respond well when I get scolded.

4. When was the last time you ehem ehem?

Ehem2, I do it every day, in fact I am doing it now. Cleaning my throat, ehem2

5. When will you get married?

If the right person comes along..


1. How do you respond when someone hurts you?

I want to kill them, but a slow death is better. In real life however I mostly brushed it off. It takes great skill to confront them.

2. How do you react when people call you good looking?

Blushes, say thank you and say, "biasa ja"

3. How do you react if your friend leave you out cold?

I would be hurt and probably dump that friend too..

4. How do you react if someone does not like you?

I don't give a damn, its not like I like them back

5. How do you react if you were surrounded by fire?

Try to stay calm and find a way out or to extinguished th fire, or just pray to god..

6. How do you react if you are alone?

I like being alone, I just dont like being lonely

I like to tag


Sunday, February 8, 2009

Cry Me A River

I try so hard, but fall so far in the end it does not even matter. Can't live, can't live without you. Why isn't there some one try to find me. Here I am once again, I am falling into pieces. Its too late to apologize. How do I, get through this night with you. My heart will go on. It too little too late. I am tired of crying all night long till my eyes are swollen and read. You both made this happened. Both of you...........
Aspirin and Shrimp

Hahaha, no lah, it will be crazy for me to cry for someone till my eyes get swollen like that. That is my friends, is an allergic reaction. There were two things that I ate today that were allergic prone. First it was the fried shrimp that I had for lunch. Second, I took two tablets of aspirin to relieve my headache. The result was, headache was gone, but my eyes were swollen. The picture of myself in the green shirt was at the onset of the symptom, while the picture of myself in a red shirt was the outcome after 1 hour. The swelling got worst, I can still see even though the swollen have made my eyes looked very squint. A jab of injection at the doctor and some more anti histamine should reduce the swelling. However, this resulted in me being very lethargic. I wanted to do some work, but I can't drive to UPM for the fear of being slotted under the lorry. I have a presentation on Tuesday, thank god I written my skeleton on the whiteboard. I was supposed to erased it, because I thought I would return tonight. I am struggling just to keep awake now. Tomorrow I have Ps2 marathon with a dear friend. I must finish my slides tomorrow..

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Give You Hell

I wake up every evening,

with a big smile on my face

And it never feels out of place

And your still probably working at a 9 to 5 base

I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

When you walk my way hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

Now wheres you picket fence love

And wheres that shiny car,

And did it ever get you far

You’ve never seem so tense love

I’ve never seen you fall so hard,

Do you know where you are

And truth be told I miss you

And truth be told I’m lying

When you see my face hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

When you walk my way hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

If you find a man that’s worth a damn and treats you well

Then he’s a fool, your just as well, hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you’ll be thinking to yourself

Where’d it all go wrong, the list goes on and on

And truth be told I miss you

And truth be told I’m lying

When you see my face hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

When you walk my way hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

If you find a man that’s worth a damn and treats you well

Then he’s a fool, your just as well, hope it gives you hell

Now you’ll never see, what you’ve done to me

You can take back your memories there no good to me

And he’s here’s all your lies,

You can look me in my eyes

With that sad sad look you wear so well

When you see my face hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

When you walk my way hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

If you find a man that’s worth a damn and treats you well

Then he’s a fool, your just as well, hope it gives you hell

When you see my face hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

When you walk my way hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

When hear this song and you sing along oh you’ll never tell

Then you’re the fool, I’m just as well

Hope it gives you hell

When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell

You can sing along I hope that it will treat you well

I like this new song by The All American Rejects. I do love the lyrics. Its one of those post breakup songs from a man to a woman. However for me it could be a song directed to a former enemy or who ever that treated you bad in the past or just to show you are doing a hell lot better than they are. I know it sounded like you are still holding a grudge, but don't you just feel good that the person you don't like fall flat on their face.. I know I am so mean, but then if you did everything in your power to please them but still you do not get any recognition, its nice to see them regret it. All my past enemies, I do hope it gives you hell when you saw my face right now ;). Still other that, I just love a catchy song with cheeky lyrics. (I have a dark taste of comedy :D)

Thursday, February 5, 2009

A Dream

I had dream that woke me up today to study. I dream't that I was in a Petronas green proton Saga, that was involved in a bumper to bumper accident. We were all driving on the highway, when suddenly the front driver braked, I braked but my car still lunged forward and I crash to the car upfront and then another car crashed my behind, we were still moving at high speed. I swerve to the right and brake again but only to hit another car up front and another car hit me in the back again. I started to pump my brakes so I would warn the drivers behind me that I was braking. I stopped, got out of the car and reviewed the damages. The front bumper was half missing, and the rear was damaged. I made it to a gas station where this one staff was being so Diva because I could not talk to him nicely. Come on my car was damaged of course I am easily aggitated. I was like who need his help, I got the insurance helpline on the windshield. huhu that is why i did not get a Proton Saga BLM, it does not have anti lock braking system (ABS) to prevent the wheel from locking up during emergency braking.

After that the dream gotten weirder. I saw ademonic dog that was raping a woman and then an old grandma walk walked to the that scene. When she turned the women head around, it was not a woman but a demonic cat. Then, the old grandma was feeding the demonic cat lady, kittens..

Demon cat.. (actually a cat that is yawning) I got this picture from here

Good car, but does not have the option of ABS.

Then I woke up.....and another nightmare happened.. but this time, I am awake and the threat is real..

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Bride Wars with Wendy

This is a chick flick but is quite pleasurable to men actually. I mean Ann Hathway in a strip club dancing dirty... yeah.... dirty.... Kate Hudson is not so bad, but I don't like her bangs... its just so thick and bangish. Well if you check the critics review, they all bash this movie. Why? because its a simple movie, easy, laid back, full of simple humor, and showing how strong friendship can be in the end. Its about two ladies, Liz (Kate) and Emma (Anne) who are best friends but somehow they got accidentally booked on the same wedding date by a wedding planner. So they both planned sneaky schemes to sabotage each other weddings. Liz is usually the queen biatch, while Emma is the doormat, but somehow Emma became a doormat that fights back. You think you know the ending, but they give it a twist.. okay.. not a twist, but perhaps a slight bend. Its a good movie for unwinding, beside did I tell you Anne Hathway look great.. perhaps I am biased with her.. since I loved her when she first got on the big screens.. Gimme brunette hair with porcelean skin anytime over a blond with tanned skin. I give a 7/10..

It has been 15 years since I ate at Wendy's. They were in Malaysia a long time ago, but packed up and leave, but they are back again. I just had to have their bowl of Chili. Yes Chili but not the cili padi ones, but Chili. Made from ground beef, beans, tomatoes and onions with certain herbs. It reminds me of the non halal Chili that we could not have in the US. It low in fat and high in fiber so it won't ruin my diet. Love this soo much, a definite keeper when I got to Pavillion again to eat. However Wendy's is located at Standard Chartered tower, outside of Pavillion.

Monday, February 2, 2009

In my head

"despite of my rage i am still a rat in a cage"
"guess what, i'm having more fun, now that we're done, i'm gonna show you "
"each happy ending is a brand new beginning"
"i hate everything about you, why do i love you"
"here i am once again, i am torn into pieces, can't deny can't pretend just thought you were the one"
"you think you're loving but you don't love me"
"when you see my face, i hope if gives you hell, hope it gives you hell"
"Isnt anyone trying to find me, wont somebody come take me home"
"But it's not so bad, you're only the best I ever had, you don't need me back, you're just the best I ever had"
" No way you're never gonna shake me Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby "
"Say it again for meIt's like the whole world starts to listen when you tell me you're in love"
"I knew I loved you before I met you, I think I dreamed you into life"
"I don't love you, like I did, yesteday"
"Clumsy coz I'm falling in love"
"Let's start over, I try to do it right this time around"
"this love has taken its toll on me, she said good bye to many times before"
"It's a thief in the night. to come and grab you, to can creep up inside you, and consume you, a disease of the mind, It can control you I feel like a monster."

So what

  1. so pissed off today
  2. pissed off that salesperson that does not know how to treat a customer
  3. pissed off that that parking attendant that cannot be polite even though your damn machine is broken
  4. tired of not being able to collect enough data to present to my prof
  5. pissed off at my sister for making me go and almost make a scene at the wrong store because she did not write down which broad band subsriber i should go
  6. tired of malaysian (not make that malays) who said to boicott american and israel won companies. yeah yeah a bite of a Big Mac is a buying a bullet for israel. have you checked and double checked all the stuff you use daily, perhaps those money from that product that you use are used to make tanks... damn sheep followers.
  7. thinks muslims should stop protesting on the streets and go back to school. you think jews becomes strong in an instant? they educated them selves and got noble prizes while the rest of the muslim world is fighting with each other. you wanna fight them? then lets all go half mad getting our Phd so that we could bring back our gloryous islamic days where we discovered and invented new things.
  8. hates the smart tag lane at sg balak, too much problem.. lying cheating toll booth
  9. thinks the new parking system at the mines is more troublesome
  10. feels his siblings are bunch of asses for not being able to park all the cars inside the garage, i am damn tired of waking up at 1am because i need to park the car inside
  11. wonder why on earth the maxis centre and celcom centre kept running out of prepaid coupon.. WTF!!
  12. wondering why my elaun money for my RUGS havent been deposited yet, trying to threaten me yah..
  13. tired of waiting for my damn parasites... are those clerks doing their job or not...
  14. tired of hoping for something that cannot appear
  15. tired of wanting to change the past
  16. tired of hoping for unrealistic things
  17. tired of my rough sole


Present. I find this particular word unique because of the similarity of the different definition it may have. Present can be known as gift to someone or to one self. It can used to describe "now" or the self we have at the moment. Or it can be define as something that is shown to someone or something. For me personally, one word that describe the word "present" to me is surprised. No matter what the definition of present to me, it is always a surprise. Gift's are always a surprised no matter how much you already know about it. What you guess might be true and might be false. There is always that thrill of not knowing what you will get when you opened that nicely wrapped packaged. Present that is defined as show and tell or better rephrase as presentation is also a surprise. Humans are not tape recorders, there are bound to be something a little different with each presentation. The present that is now, the moment we live in is even more of a surprised. We may planned, we may predict but in God's hand or fate or other unknown factors (which ever you believe) the present might change in a good or bad way. Present... always a surprise..

While looking for a book, I found a real Gray's Anatomy. This one is actually more useful than the TV series :p. (I love that show anyway, but never seem to watched it as often as I want)