tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-66824576080709349252024-03-05T23:31:33.074+08:00Budleee Rants and RavesThis is just recollection of the moments I face in life, you may think you know me when you are reading this, but this blog is only a fragment of the many personalities that can manifest in meAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.comBlogger985125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-3664768860059067782017-10-30T23:33:00.000+08:002017-10-30T23:33:08.150+08:00Pain and Gain<div class="MsoNormal">
I finally done it.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I finally started to listen to a reminder that I set to
myself for life. I blogged. Yup, I set a reminder on my phone for life that I
shall remember to blog every other night at 10pm for like, forever. Each time
however, I looked at it, and totally ignored it. It’s sent on my email and I
did not even switch it off. So basically, I have shit load of email of the
reminder that I set, that I ignored.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Would you imagine that, living in a new apartment for work,
without direct internet, is forcing me to do something other than mindlessly
surfing for “videos” online. In theory, Sommerset Putri Harbor would be the
best place to write blogs and shoot amazing vlogs due to fast internet and
really good light and location. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Yet in a place like Sumai, I wanted to write more. However
Kuala Terengganu on the second day is not so bad. I found a few places that
sells cheap meals and snacks. I mean, Mama was right, I do like the food here.
I mean, that is what my family does anyway, when they go to Terengganu. Eat
keropok, drink coconut mixed with simple syrup, devour Satars and just eat
silly.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I miss my family and the busy “ness” of it. Yet I have not
applied to any newer job nor do I have better skills than becoming a Science
Communicator. I would hope that my Directors switches me back, but I don’t
think it will happen. I like my job, and what I do, it’s just that being away
from my family, just makes everything a bit harder. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Maybe I need this pain to catapult me to the next stage. Get
the camera out, type that shit, it’s time to be famous and online savvy while
just not give a fuck anymore.<o:p></o:p></div>
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No pain, no gain right?<o:p></o:p></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-89615675325231528922017-10-16T00:14:00.003+08:002017-10-16T00:14:48.728+08:00More pain More GainI just realised or actually, remembered something.<br />
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When I am in pain, I write more<br />
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When I am hurt, I talk more.<br />
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My mind get's cluttered and writing is the way to go.<br />
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I have a reminder that is permanent on my phone, to write blog every other night, so that I have content. I pretty much ignored it, as much as I ignored the notification for bedtimes. My mind and heart is so cluttered now. Perhaps it's time to start writing and then show the world, how a mid 30s year old Bazz is different from his late 20s.<br />
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More cam whoring I guess, more random status, and dear god more snap chat. I still can't get it to my head to actually look at the camera and say<br />
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Please like, subscribe and share this post to people. It feels so vapid in a way, am using the word Vapid correctly<br />
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I dunno....Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-59340106023261516852017-06-18T23:21:00.002+08:002017-06-18T23:25:43.552+08:00Individually Salty and Dry <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I am not sure why, but I sure do get bitter living out here in my new position of my company, this required me to live and travel with them. Somehow I am just over them already, like all of them. Is it because of the fasting month, where I have been spending it with my family since 2007 but suddenly here I am with a bunch of strangers. I don't give a shit.<br />
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At least I ensure I have enough relationship that I could theoretically work with them but at the same time a distance. I remember that anxiety I felt in school because I had to partner with someone. Like euww, no more now. I just don't give a shit.<br />
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Now though, I could not care less. Have my heart turned into stone? I mean why can't I mingle with them. Ah the teenage me is just screaming inside. The adult me would reply, "you have nothing in common with them"<br />
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You play League of Legends, they play Dota 2<br />
You play Pokemon on the 3ds, they play Pokemon Go<br />
You still play the PS3, while they are playing PS4<br />
You prefer the city, they prefer the country side<br />
You like public transport, they prefer to drive<br />
You prefer small efficient cars, they prefer fast one<br />
You like small homes, they like big mansions<br />
You take your skin diligently, while they be like "what is soap?"<br />
You love to bake and eat, while they love to eat out<br />
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I just refuse to bend over backwards for things that I am not interested in. <br />
<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-53411560322309532712017-05-14T01:14:00.000+08:002017-05-14T01:14:11.265+08:00Mixed Feeling and sheer randomnessAs I lay in bed, I have so many conflicting feelings with my life right now.<br />
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I have so much work and yet I feel no desire to do it. I feel like kicking everyone but at the same I feel like I just want to with draw into a shell somewhere.<br />
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It feels sad a bit, that I have a lot of time, since there is no longer an 1 hour commute but at the same time, I just don't have the desire to do anything.<br />
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It may feel like depression since everything feels dead but at the same time, I feel sane enough to not take my own life. That is what I learn, what depression is ultimately is.<br />
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However does it mean you do or you don't have it?<br />
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One simply cannot just take an online quiz and declare one is mentally ill. That is like one way ticket to hypochondriac hell.<br />
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I do however feel, whenever I feel ultra sad, my social media goes hay wired a bit. It's either over sharing or under sharing.<br />
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I do feel like I am wasting everything here. So much time, just wasted in front of the television and not taking the time to make content<br />
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Like, how many of these post complaining about myself that I can make...<br />
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Mid 30s and 6 year down the job and I feel high resentment right now. Can't let this take me over. One must find things outside that makes you happy<br />
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Grr. I hate being outside and away from everything. How my stomach cringe when a random stranger would comment that its nice to travel a lot.<br />
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Oh darling, travelling for work and travelling for pleasure is so different....<br />
<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-56874927133180578072017-05-13T01:25:00.002+08:002017-05-13T01:25:47.886+08:00Self HatePretty much hate myself now<br />
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My dad died on Feb 14<br />
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I am now permanently placed in a travelling exhibition and I have to travel all over Malaysia by force for months at a time.<br />
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To add salt to wound, their are plenty of people thinking that is such a good idea... Like you can have my job and let me have a boring job staying in KL<br />
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When I am about to move into my house, I am now permanently outside<br />
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I spend my days watching random shit on TV. Even though, I don't watch that show, I just like the numbness and also the a way to just forget everything<br />
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Meh..<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-67097205219622043112017-04-06T23:19:00.000+08:002017-04-06T23:19:15.950+08:00Rejected, how the body just throws you a curve ballI am moving again...<br />
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I am too old for this shit, I moved a lot before, so right now, I am enjoying just firmly grasping my roots in one place.<br />
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My work now involves me moving every 6 months. Travelling is nice, as long as you get to return to home, but months at a time. Damn...<br />
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Somehow, my work is now related to my dad, who has to travel a lot when he was working. Up to months of a time. It was so weird that I would be doing the same travelling but in a different line of work.<br />
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Somehow my body is resisting again. I am starting to feel itchy, coughing, my nose is running, my head is spinning, all the signs of my body is resisting the move again. The only to trick my body that we are going to be ok, is to bring a lot of things that will remind me of home.<br />
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For now, the travelling will be limited to Peninsular Malaysia. Which is not bad, considering that I can drive and bring everything with me. Just nesting stuff to make everything feels like home.<br />
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If it in west Malaysia, then it would rather suck. My luggage's is definitely more than 30kg. That is like RM200 per trip, just for my bags. I am wondering if postage would be the cheaper option. Or not.<br />
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One has to do to make a living...Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-31876442745487556062017-04-04T22:58:00.001+08:002017-04-04T22:58:30.172+08:00Ignorance; when you just don't give a f@#k about the notificationThe genius me, has set up a notification where I would be reminded to write a daily blog.<br />
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That failed.<br />
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Then I tried to set the notification so that I would blog every other day.<br />
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That failed too.<br />
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I could say it was due to sheer laziness, and it is true, however, we have other platforms to talk about our shit now.<br />
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Blogs? Does it look like we live in the 2000s? as if...<br />
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Now its all about videos, in forms of Youtube, Snapchat, Instagram, and Twitter.<br />
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fuck..<br />
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Well, at least I have some followers on Instagram and FB so when I do post something, it does get into people's wall.<br />
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Unlike Snapchat, where I have no friends there :(<br />
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Twitter is ok.... I mean I did get liked on my tweet and stuff. I guess don't Tweet that much.<br />
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Like my friend in the marketing department said, always post regularly so that your followers will remember you.<br />
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So far, I am doing that in Instagram, but then most of the follows are from people trying to sell me stuff.. Boo. but famous people has that too.<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-7901033705103366222017-01-10T00:40:00.001+08:002017-01-10T00:40:18.818+08:00A quite place in a hectic worldI love living in the city.<br />
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The hustle bustle of the city make me feel alive because I am a city boy. However it does get on my nerve with the traffic congestion and the sheer amount of people everywhere. I commute about 3 hours a day, to and from work. These are the time, that I actually cherish and miss.<br />
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This are the time where I get to listen to music on Spotify, surf all of the social media, take a nap, or even just day dream. It's my own me time, in the sea of people. Just put on some headphones, and you are in your own bubble.<br />
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Working outside of KL, does not give me that. It's too quiet. I don't have the option to shut everything out. Even when I go to the mall, after lunch and a movie, I am ready to go home. I could actually just stay indoors for 2 direct days, because I cook all my food, which now consist of pasta and nuggets.<br />
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One thing that is good, since this is causing some internal turmoil in myself. I get to blog more, post more pictures on Instagram, take more Snapchat, Tweet a bit more and write more Facebook status. These are important things, that shows potential employers that I know my shit online, and I know pop culture.<br />
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Haha,<br />
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This might bite me later in life, when I get sick of all the pop culture. Well, I need a powerful tablet to consume even more social media, so I can over dose it.<br />
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In the end, it's my personal quite space in the hectic world of the city. Now I have to switch it up and make it the chaotic bubble in the quiet area outside of the Klang Valley<br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-1434005648220807302017-01-08T20:00:00.000+08:002017-01-08T20:00:20.045+08:00I rather have a root canalHave you ever heard that saying before?<br />
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It usually used to compare two things. Normally the root canal is an option more worse than the other option. For example<br />
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"I rather have a root canal than date you"<br />
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Something cliche like that. However I had 2 root canals done and it was perfectly fine. My teeth hurt more before I did the procedure. Was root canal really bad in the past that people made this line up? I mean, the dentist use some for of anesthesia. I usually get a jab in the gums to numb the pain, and that is the only pain I have during the procedure.<br />
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On the other hand, a root canal would be better than the other option, because root canal's are awesome because it relieves the pain you had for days, and those who had toothaches before, know that it is one of the worst pain to have. I felt like somebody had a hammer and they were hitting me in the gums. Ugh.<br />
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There are so many videos on Youtube that shows the root canal procedure. You don't see the patient fidget at all. I mean, I was nervous but so far it went well.<br />
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It takes around 2-3 sessions, because the dentist need to know whether the tooth has healed or not. The reason that I had a root canal is because there was a deep cavity in my front teeth that infected the roots. So the root was infected and caused a great deal of pain for me. It got bad that, my face got swollen due to my gums. That is how bad an infected teeth can do to you.<br />
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Don't fret, just go do it. I heard in some places they give you something to calm you down, but must be some really fancy place, because the dentist I go, just use a regular anesthesia injection to the gums. Although she did apply some strawberry flavored numbing cream on my gums, before the injection. It was like a regular injection, so the pain was similar, but the numbing feeling on my face was an awesome sensation to have. Even my nostrils felt numb, LOL.<br />
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So yes, I would totally have a root canal, if I actually had a tooth ache, because root canals is not cheap.<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-52925315460087587022017-01-08T16:57:00.000+08:002017-01-08T16:57:44.903+08:00Splurging on the first day back to the officeI just spent RM 60 during lunch.<br />
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Yea, I am back in the Twin Towers. I tried to eat healthy and got a kimbab but who gets full with just a kimbab, of course I added fruit salad and some leafy salad. Bam, a RM 20 lunch. This is sometime my daily meal cost when I am in Sabah. Well, I do mostly eat at home, even though lately it's mostly cooked junk food which consist of chicken nuggets, pasta, hot dogs, and instant noodles.<br />
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It feels so good to be back and having home cooked meals while just scarfing every thing in the house. There is so much food in my parents home. I am like, who eats them all! um, all 7 people who are living there. I love the background noise at home and also the office. I love the option of ignoring people and also talking to them when I feel like it.<br />
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Unlike doing work outside, where it just me, her, him and him. God it feels insanely boring. Which means, more time to blog. Now I just realized it felt the same thing when I was doing my postgraduate. I was so bored, that I needed something else to fill that empty void. Here I am posting multiple times a day, with schedules post of some days.<br />
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Well, I do need people to read my random shit. No matter how isolated you feel, there are people who feels the same way. LOL<br />
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I gotta get back to work<br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-75443352198012823492017-01-08T13:00:00.000+08:002017-01-08T13:00:06.886+08:00How long have I been on the internetHow long have I been on the Internet?<br />
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Well, I remember learning about the Internet and using it in the mid 90s, when we were still living in Norman, Oklahoma. I think it's something I learn both in school and home. Mostly I used it at home, at random hours for a few minutes. Everybody remembers dial up Internet, where it's either Internet or your land line phone.<br />
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It was crazy back then, and pretty boring. The Internet was mostly text. It was basically like a giant blog. In the US, everything kinda sped up a bit more. I think I remember watching the movie The Net which was roughly still the same time I was in the states. Definitely not what I seen happens in the Internet I used.<br />
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When we got back to Malaysia, my dad gotten a modem and we resumed using the Internet. However the Internet was just by the minute. OMG. It was a few cents, but it does add up with how slow everything is. Imagine how long it took to download an image. It was crazy compared to now. Technology is awesome on how it grows and stuff.<br />
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So basically I have been online for more than 20 years. That is something. I am one of the generation that lived before Internet existed and the one that caught up to the tech quite fast. Although that as fast those that were born when the Internet was already up and running. Everything at first, was made for the niche crowd. Remember Facebook was originally made for college students or something. How about Instagram was an Iphone app only.<br />
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It's cool how everyone is now able to connect online using their phones. Google is definitely one of the giants that made it possible with their open based system. Then these chip companies that made processors cheap enough so that basically anyone can do the same thing online at different price range. It just differ in the picture quality and how smooth your experience using the phone.<br />
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20 + years man. That is a more than half of my lifetime, dedicated online. No wonder I have issues with places without it. The Internet is basically family.<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-20262896366649228162017-01-07T22:37:00.001+08:002017-01-07T22:37:49.757+08:002017, a new year, more irritating clickbaitsWell no shit.<br />
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It does mean a lot, it does mean that I neglected writing in my blog for almost 1 year, since the post I made was done in January. Well, since I have other social media and my Iphone is the perfect seamless device to do so, why is there need for a blog right?<br />
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It was the in thing to do before 2010. I met a lot of people using this platform. It was sweet, since you get to read their innermost thought and how they view the world.<br />
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Now however, Facebook, Instagram and Twitter has got that covered very well. All the ads and everything. We get all these ads and we still use it, because mostly some of the ads is tasteful and not as intrusive.<br />
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I said it way to many time, I need to get back to blogging. It's a form of writing that is good. Now it is even more useful, since blogs it's a platform to show my writing skills or how I view the world.<br />
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I bet you, if I applied for a job, as my sister word "stake holders", honestly I still have little clue on what that means, I would need to show the interviewers how skilled I am online.<br />
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I bet you again, they would treat all the social media account as a source of resume. Perhaps they want me to give them a link of the most read post I had here.<br />
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However, it feels so saturated and annoying. I mean I genuinely enjoy some of the content people produced on their social media, although some is just so sickly following trends, or just doing it for the views and stuff.<br />
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That is the point though right? To get people reading<br />
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Hence all the irritating click bait title. I swear to god, I will never click those kind of titles<br />
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"This girl found something in her salad, we were shocked"<br />
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"A stay at home mom found a genius way to fold laundry"<br />
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"Sugar daddy reveals their secret"<br />
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Ughh... like ads that appear on any bait article that you read on Facebook or when you Google stuff, but that is the job that you see people do. There are some poor soul or saps, writing those things and an editor breathing down their neck to pursue their dead line.<br />
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Well, at least that a job that they have and something some people don't.<br />
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I have no idea anymore.<br />
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I am going to stop writing in Facebook status mode and go write some other crap. Probably need to put an alarm to remind me to type some random crap each day.<br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-71040541709570589442016-03-24T23:56:00.001+08:002016-03-24T23:56:56.194+08:00AdulthoodI am technically into my 4th year of my working life as a Science Communicator. So far the journey has been fun. It does not feel like work to me for the first 3 years. It feels like a big show and tell journey. Even explaining what I do to people is difficult. Especially the skeptics. Well those people can swallow some garbage enzyme for all I care.<br />
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Now, my work has change. It feels, very adult, very what people do for work. Lots of meeting, lots of planning, lots of going out to meet people, lots of negotiating, international work, working during my off day, calling people during odd hours and texting people.<br />
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I was like, whoa, this is work. Well, I am getting an apartment, so far I am paying half of the mortgage now. I feel like once I have paid full mortgage each month, my life style will definitely change a bit. Even now, I am just paying off some of the debt I accumulate last year. If I get rid of that, than those payment will go to the apartment.<br />
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Which really means I have to find another way to obtain money.<br />
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Maybe blogging...<br />
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Who am I kidding, I lost most of my few silent readers after years of no update, and these random posting is not really helping. People look forward for regular updates just like what I talked before. Ah well, I mean, might as well try you know.<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-13611532442407677142016-01-31T00:48:00.001+08:002016-01-31T00:48:33.092+08:00A Cold like no otherI always wonder how people have their Cold or Flu. <div><br></div><div>Do they produce endless amount of phlegm and mucus?</div><div><br></div><div>Do they feel like drowning in their body fluid?</div><div><br></div><div>Does their nose get really red and dry from wiping their nose so much?</div><div><br></div><div>Do they constantly worry about snots or mucus dripping from their nose?</div><div><br></div><div>Do they worry about not having enough tissues?</div><div><br></div><div>Do they just give up and let their nose drip with mucus and phlegm? </div><div><br></div><div>Were they hospitlized once due to the amount of mucus in their lungs that doctor diagnosed it as asthma?</div><div><br></div><div>So tired if this. I am sleeping at 10 every day from now on. </div><div><br></div><div><br></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-65598819444668420392016-01-08T01:32:00.002+08:002016-01-08T01:32:39.744+08:00New Year, New Content... No I lied, I just remembered I had a blogSo yeah, apparently this blog still exist. Anyhow, I did so many guilty as hell post about not updating, and it will stop after this sentence although with careful typing with intriguingly placed word one can stretch a sentence as long as hell, if only they managed to sound like an idiot.
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I had a good chat with a friend at work. I was asking about tips for social media. I got a message from Celcom saying I have used almost all of my 6GB data. I was like whaat? This iPhone is sucking up all of my data. Well not intentionally at least. The apps on the iPhone work so well and that the phone is new and fast which causes me to open up all of my social media apps. I do have a game in there or two, but mostly is just me laughing at other people post and reading articles in buzzfeed.
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My childhood dream came true in a weird ass way. I am making cars now and I am crashing them. How crazy is that.</div>
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There is definitely more to that, and I want to submerged myself in it. Besides, I just started paying for a new home. For real bruh! I can't believe I decided to buy a house. As if I got a choice, I am in my early 30s, I should have bought a house like in my mid 20s but then I started work rather late. I guess it's not so bad, after 3 years working and a bit of help from my parents, I managed to purchase a home. I guess I had it easy, but then I don't technically have a car, I used my parents old car, whose gearbox is not working anymore. I also took the public transportation to work and I mostly bring a packed lunch. I deserved that fucking house.</div>
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So I got invited again to try some treatments at Premier
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containing an ingredient called Phentermine which is a common weight loss pill
that is available globally and is approved by the Food and Drug Authority
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A pill to lose
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is a drug that can only be prescribed by a doctor. That ended the excitement
incredibly quickly. The reason why is that since it is affecting your hormones,
it does come with a few side effects. Common one includes hypertension, palpitation,
tremors, anxiety and mood swings. Basically it means higher blood pressure,
increased heart beat when you are resting, shaking of the hand, worrying and
being a bitch for no reason. As you can see, I was concerned. Dr Elaine told
me, that some people experience it and some don’t. This is not a drug you can
take for a long time because your body will get used to it. It is only
prescribed up to 3 months and the dosage will be regulated by the doctor based
on how each person reacts. I was given the regular 30mg dosage, which is 2
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Before we started, nurse Nisya, took my measurements which
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picture above is blurred intentionally but if you really squinted you would
know the numbers. My blood pressure is
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regularly. I could do it at the clinic, or pharmacy. Since my mother has the
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Well the first few days I could feel the change. I did not
feel like eating. I am still hungry but I don’t need to eat. I still eat
though, because my stomach felt empty. I could always just keep drinking sugary
drinks because you become thirstier when you are on Adipex. Since I was at
home, the anxiety and mood swings is relatively under control. However when we
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Then BAMMED! I got hit by the announcement at work. It was
so bad. I did not know what to do. I was so upset that I kept on eating even
though I felt full. This is definitely one of the way the medicine will not
work, if you make a conscious effort to still eat. The next few days was
terrible. I was lucky I had a two day leave so I could go through all the
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So basically this was my playlist of Spotify, which sums up
my feelings during that time. This is the anxiety and mood swing working at
full swing *pun intended. My stress level was so high, when I check at my local
doctor office, my blood pressure was higher compared to before I took Adipex,
which is the common side effect that Dr Elaine had previously mentioned. I had
to calm down, after going back to work, I sorted out my issues and I managed to
calm down. I had to, I wanted to live long enough for the Adipex to work and I
had a vacation planned in a few days after that.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I enjoyed my vacation. I had my ups and down, but that is
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your weight. Remember all that time in the gym will mean nothing if you don’t
control your food. I think it’s like 80% food and 20% gym. So let me control my
food intake first and let me develop my healthy habits before I journey off
into gym world. I did skip a few days of Adipex and yes somehow the food
cravings came back. Nevertheless I stuck to my guns, I did have a nibble and a
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really lost after taking Adipex. Depending on my budget, I might continue for
another 2 months, just to ensure that I will get the best results. Besides,
that Uniqlo jacket must fit me for the next trip I make to another cold
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<b>Premier Clinic
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-33949546700924478222015-11-06T00:45:00.000+08:002015-11-06T00:45:03.239+08:00No one wants a sad blog, Pokèmon store it is!Like for real.<br />
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Our lives are sad enough as it is, and we do not need to read other people's sadness.<br />
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K fine.<br />
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They already released the last online Pokèmon competition, The Spooky Cup result and this is my ranking from 50,000 registered players.<br />
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So I am at number 5,368. Not bad at all. It was definitely very challenging but fun. The next online competition is happening next week. All you have to do is register online and you are set<br />
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I have Pokèmon competition coming up. I am excited because it would be my second official contest. It's gonna be exciting, and again I will be the oldest one, but it's cool. I mean studies has shown that when you invest in experiences, the effect will last much longer than say a fancy phone. However a fancy phone is something you use everyday,so I might take that fact with a grain of salt but then experiences last much longer than your average phone. So that fact is true then<br />
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Another competition, another round of experiences and I still have one more Pokèmon that I haven't prepared yet to make my team balanced.<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-28957643507507332432015-10-24T01:34:00.001+08:002015-10-24T01:34:42.670+08:00Just a Rant, Pokèmon Spooky CupWow, no time for blogging is it?<br />
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Well, I was busy a bit.<br />
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Busy for what you say?<br />
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Another online tournament for Pokèmon. They do this quite regularly and it helps you to hone your skill. So for this tournament they have a set of Pokèmon that we can only use because it is deemed the scariest. It is nearing Halloween, so its quite fitting actually.</div>
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How am I doing? I lost 8 out of 10 battles). It is intense!. I spend the whole week breeding the perfect one only to find out it just does not synergize well or that I don't have a backup plan for certain matches.</div>
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There would be 2 more Pokèmon Video Game Championship, happening later this year, and all of it occurs during my off day. How awesome is that. Its both fun and frustrating to play. I guess that is the game.</div>
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Pokèmon. It's a kid's same but also an adult game where you have to know strategies and techniques. Did I mention there is more than 700 Pokèmon to be memorize.</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-22816630166029781852015-10-16T01:31:00.001+08:002015-10-16T01:31:47.120+08:00Wander lustWander lust<br />
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I gotta love that word. It's like a combination of two things that I like. Wandering around and lust. Evil, very evil.<br />
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My birthday is coming up soon and I decided to give myself a treat. A treat of travel. Last year I bought a PS3 and I love it. I don't play it as often as I should, but I still love it. (I play my 3DS more often, as you would notice)<br />
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I would like to visit either two countries that I have visited before, Korea and Japan.<br />
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Why would I visit countries I visited before, why not try other places.<br />
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BECAUSE I CAN, SO SHUT UP!<br />
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Well, yes, the statement above is true, but both countries is special to me.<br />
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Korea is fantastic, I love Korean food. I love their cosmetic line. I love how very friendly they are to Malaysians. I mean, we do go there a lot. However I just like to be aloof there and just chill out at the nearest cafe while watching the people go by.<br />
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Japan hit's close to home. It's the land of Pokèmon and sushi. Both are incredibly awesome there. I would not mind to take a cheap flight there with a ridiculous long transfer time and stay a share house just because I love it there. However I just went there like 2 weeks ago.<br />
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WTH?<br />
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I could buy a new phone and just chill out in Langkawi or something right..<br />
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right?<br />
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This ability of not making any decision is costly. Since all of the promotion ticket has ran out and that promotion with the new Galaxy Note 5 with free powerbank and wireless charger from Celcom is over. I feel like kicking myself, but at the same time, I wanted to take risk and see where it would lead me.<br />
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Why not right? Might as well take a few risk.<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-36649315778351070352015-10-12T15:34:00.000+08:002015-10-12T15:34:15.382+08:00Blogging ClassA class for blogging?<br />
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Yeah, sure why not. It's a dying art. Well at least from my experience. Remember my last <a href="http://budleebuzzs.blogspot.my/2015/09/death-of-blogging.html" target="_blank">post</a>, yeah that one.<br />
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However this is a new class for mostly newbie. However its funny to find out some people actually have blogs, but they forgotten about it. LMAO!<br />
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I guess it's good to find new blood to read. However, little do they know about trying to blog. If you see from my post, most of it was published well after midnight. Lately that is the only time that I could get actually any inspiration to write,<br />
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This has nothing to do with the blog, but this to show who I am. Gadgets, Pokèmon, skin and messy</div>
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I look happy right, she did beat me. She is a seasoned pro and I just started to get serious. It's all good.<br />
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So what did we play?<br />
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We played Pokèmon. Yes we played Pikachu<br />
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Yes, that yellow cartoon character that was supposedly banned because of Jewish Zionist influence. I am not kidding, it was spread way back in the 90s and sometimes the story pops up now and then in social media. </div>
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This was held in KDU Damansara Jaya. It was held by its own club called "KDU Gaming Club". I find it interesting and awesome because KDU itself offered a Bachelor in Gaming Development. Seems pretty sweet to promote their course and we get to have fun. </div>
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So my first battle, number one of out 6 rounds, is against a pro with a 3ds video capture card. Which means, the whole world, or at least those who watched the online stream, managed to see me get beaten miserably. Although if I had played my cards right, I could be better because I used a few rare Pokèmons. It's all good.<br />
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As I suspected, I felt old. Seriously old. Most of the participants are still students. Well thank goodness for these frame-less glasses that made me seem young? Maybe not.<br />
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I came along, aloof here and there. Then suddenly out of nowhere, a wild friend appeared. Made 2 friends actually. Both are still students but we have a bit more in common other than Pokèmon. One guy came from the same <i>kampung</i> as I am, while the other was a student in UTP, which is home to a lot of my volunteers.<br />
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The battle was intense as hell! It was fantastic because the pros gave me tips on how to improve my team. Since I am in love with Ampharos, there were suggestions on how to make him better for VGC which includes make his slow speed work and increase his defenses.<br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-89209831015033075752015-10-10T02:05:00.000+08:002015-10-10T02:05:47.479+08:00Just Keep WritingJust keep writing.<br />
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It's just one of the ways or steps that you learn when you want to become a writer. It kinda makes sense though. Writing is practicing.<br />
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When we had a drama class, the adviser swore on pen and paper. He meant that certain studies has shown when you write on a piece of paper using pens, you will developed better mental health? or something. I don't know. I am too lazy to provide the source.<br />
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He is right though. Think about it, first you think of what you what to write. Secondly you move the pen into letters, that form words and becomes sentences. As you write, you read and you review. So it makes one hell of a party in your head. Its better than slamming your fingers on the keyboard.<br />
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Hmm, I don't know, what about those who can type without looking at the keyboard. I am doing it pretty well. I wrote most of the sentences above without actually looking at the keyboard. Yes, I do make mistakes but I did correct it.<br />
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So the words from my head, goes into my fingers and my fingers press the appropriate keys to form letters, that form words and turn into sentences. Which will then tell a story.<br />
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Was he wrong, my drama class adviser? Am I right? Who knows. If you type to much, you will loose the art of hand writing. However as we digitized, typing is something we do naturally. Samsung has been doing it for years with its Note series, while Apple being Apple, says it revolutionilized the pencil by making the iPencil. *facepalm. Hey whatever rocks your boat right.<br />
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I think it is important for children to diversify their motor skills, a bit of writing, painting and typing. This shit ain't easy to do okay, the typing without looking. For me it's like playing a musical intsrument and the words are my notes and the song is my story.<br />
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Ah well, whatever it is, if it helps to write, why not?<br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15542286259176091124noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682457608070934925.post-50659199095148581732015-10-09T00:12:00.003+08:002015-10-09T00:12:39.595+08:00Original contentYou know what worries me now? Not having enough original content. Yes, me blabbing on a blog and you accidentally clicking on it, is considered original content.<br />
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Whenever I see a Vine, YouTube, Instagram or Twitter, those are original content. Well at least those who do make them. We do have those who simply re post and it just pisses me off really. Those that post original content and have a strong followers, now that is even crazier.<br />
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What can I do? Well definitely most of these people has a rather humble beginnings and I was happy to be a part of the group that watches them grow.<br />
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Do I have a group of people watching me grow? Hmm, well maybe during my active days. Now? Eh, who knows. It's crazy that I actually have more content but I refuse to upload them<br />
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That is soo not how rich successful people get rich and success.<br />
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You gotta work with what you have eh?<br />
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Me and my Pokemon, if you know Pokemon were real and this picture has nothing to do with the blog, I just figured all of you deserves a picture.</div>
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What is normal? Well the picture above is Lopunny, a Normal type Pokemon. It may look like a female character, but it can be male or female. It's also one of the Pokemon than tends to get over sexualized by horny Otaku perverts. Eh, watcha gonna do right.<br />
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I don't feel normal. Never had a normal childhood, normal school life, not normal anything. In fact I tend to be attracted to abnormal things. Erghh, it seem some of it is just bad choices. We are so not getting into that mode.<br />
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Normal mode for now means going back to work after a 2 day travel, 3 workshop, 2 daytime work travels and 2 night time visits in a different country.<br />
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Now I am going back to the real world, which is my museum world and back to the place that gave me the opportunity to break from the normal. I must keep in mind the one year promise I made to the. It's actually in contract so I am screwed if I don't follow it. Meh.<br />
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However yeah, it is fun. Remember all that talk about social media. Damn, it is much harder than it seems. Its even harder when you don't have a reliable equipment to use. Thank goodness I bought a good laptop. I mean the old one can still be used normally but really if you can't YouTube then what it the point of paying RM 243 a month for 20Mbs Internet.<br />
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Ah well, I guess there is nothing wrong about not being normal. When they say normal is boring, they can't really put what is normal. What is normal to you, seems so abnormal to me and vice versa.<br />
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I feel better now. Maybe because I writing more, maybe because I have a hot cocoa, maybe because I have the AC on to just chill me until bedtime.<br />
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I really should upload all my photos of my trip. People like that kinda thing. It helps them to plan.<br />
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In my line of work which involves me working in a museum, I don't really have any related work outside the museum field. All those demonstration and random science facts don't really add up outside the museum world. A talk with my sister who is a recruiter confirms that. If she can't understand what I do, will the rest of the world do?</div>
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So I am nearing my 5 year plan. Who am? This just made me a bit confused. Am I a nerd? Am I a foodie? Am I a wanderlust traveler? Am I an emotional person? Am I a story teller? Am I a blogger? Am I a gamer? </div>
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I think I am all of it. If you remember the saying "Jack of All Trades" this seems like it but there is actually a continuity of it which is "Master of None". Oooh that just really pull down the saying into the negative zone.</div>
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Well, people call Bazli. I love Pokemon and I plan to play it competitively. Hence the ID card you see above. It is a legit thing that the whole world has and involve and it does actually provide you with a lot of opportunities. Not bad for a thing that was supposedly banned in Malaysia sometime ago but never enforce, just like smoking. </div>
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I do play other games on other system which includes Android, Sony PlayStation and PC. If I had the money, I would also get the Wii U.</div>
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I love to travel and have been doing it extensively. I am lazy to upload pictures though, but that has to change.</div>
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