Out Early

Usually sleeping in early would be a great thing.. is it? I mean you get more sleep which research have said is good for your health. Also going to bed early means you are probably sick and need the rest

Well, I am in for both reasons. I am feeling unwell and I feel I need the sleep (besides I gotta stop coming in late, its getting ridiculous). However the last two days that I managed to sleep early and woke up (relatively) early, has lead me to these vivid dreams.

The first dream was about me forgetting a travelling date that I had with a friend. I totally believed that is was real and can't seem to realize it. It took a long time to snap out of that dream

In the second dream, I dream I had to go back to UiTM to do my degree, I even went back to my old hostel. I was told I had to take a few classes before I can graduate. It was terrible, not only I had no place to live in the hostel (every room was full) I knew no one there. I was so upset and cried in my dream, till I realized, I already graduated, and had my convocation. I even finished my degree and had its convocation too. Then I managed to snap out of the dream and woke up to reality.

Ergh.. god knows what the heck my mind is playing with me tonight..

Coke Accident

I had another strange dream today. It was something involving me getting into a fight with my dad during dinner or something, which does happen normally. Then somehow at the end of the dream sequence, I had this incredibly strong desire for Coke or Coca-cola. I imagined the black liquid poured into a tall glass, it was so icy cold, and refreshing. Then I woke up, feeling pissed off without any good reason at all. Oh yah, my cough decided to wake me up. D'oh!, I thought I don't need that cough medicine and cold medicine that the doctor gave me. Well, I guess I was wrong.

Halucination

Have you ever had a dream that was so real but at the same time, you think. I had that in today while I was asleep. Today mark the second day I slept at 6am. It was actually quite terrible thing to do, because you are so tired when you sleep and then you had to wake up and join life afterwards. At least I still function when I was awake, but trying to sleep was crazy. I had conversation with myself, I made options on things in life that did not make sense. I knew it did not make sense because I automatically open my eyes. You know what it feels like?

It feels like Freddy Kruegar is playing with my dreams. Luckily I never saw him anyway and like any other super naturals things that does exist in the world, I am lucky to be born without having the sense to detect these things.

Rejects

Gosh.. I did not have a good night sleep or did I? I felt like I did not get a good night’s sleep. I keep tossing and turning in my bed all night long. I was alert with all the sounds in the dark. The AC, the random illegal racers or horny cats accompanied me through the night. I had a dream, it was definitely a dream, and not a nightmare but I was disappointed, very disappointed. Imagine being stood up, in your dreams, and I actually waited all night long in the dream. How foolish am I, but I am a fool, a damned fool for believing in such frivolous things. The AC shuts down, the sun rises up and a new day starts. Could it be a better week?

Finish It!

I had a dream that my co supervisor xerox a page of my thesis and then print it out in a A1 size, and he wrote on it "FINISH YOUR THESIS". I was confused whether it was really a dream or not, but since he did not wrote such thing on my 1st draft of chapter 1 and 2 nor have I seen any A1 poster with my name on it yet. I am concluding that its just a dream.. or is it.. maybe I am being emphatic with what he wants and suddenly my sub conscious picks it up and exaggerated it in my dream.

A Dream

I had dream that woke me up today to study. I dream't that I was in a Petronas green proton Saga, that was involved in a bumper to bumper accident. We were all driving on the highway, when suddenly the front driver braked, I braked but my car still lunged forward and I crash to the car upfront and then another car crashed my behind, we were still moving at high speed. I swerve to the right and brake again but only to hit another car up front and another car hit me in the back again. I started to pump my brakes so I would warn the drivers behind me that I was braking. I stopped, got out of the car and reviewed the damages. The front bumper was half missing, and the rear was damaged. I made it to a gas station where this one staff was being so Diva because I could not talk to him nicely. Come on my car was damaged of course I am easily aggitated. I was like who need his help, I got the insurance helpline on the windshield. huhu that is why i did not get a Proton Saga BLM, it does not have anti lock braking system (ABS) to prevent the wheel from locking up during emergency braking.

After that the dream gotten weirder. I saw ademonic dog that was raping a woman and then an old grandma walk walked to the that scene. When she turned the women head around, it was not a woman but a demonic cat. Then, the old grandma was feeding the demonic cat lady, kittens..

Demon cat.. (actually a cat that is yawning) I got this picture from here

Good car, but does not have the option of ABS.

Then I woke up.....and another nightmare happened.. but this time, I am awake and the threat is real..

Torn Between Two Lovers

I was torn between to lovers. I had B, a person with eyes to make that sparkles with that special extra, and G, whose smile will light up your world even at your darkest hour. We were all friends but somehow I fell in love with both at the same time. They also shared the same feeling towards me. Of all the days these feeling start to happened, they happened on our road trip all around Malaysia. I would remember B and I would sneak out of our tour group so that we could have our private time together or that G and I would steal a kiss when B was not around. I know it was wrong, but you can't help it when you fall in love with two person at the same time. I believed both of them know of their feeling toward me, so they were at a constant silent war and I their constant prize. I could stop them but having two people going after me at the same time was not exactly a common thing that happens. I decided to end it now before anyone got deeply hurt. I had to choose B, even though it pains me to let G go. I never saw G again after that, but I heard G is now in a relationship with someone that I know would make G happy...

*btw this was a dream I had this morning hehehehe. :p I woke up smiling actually. It sounds like another date movie right hik hik. Its nice to meet that special someone that fits you and will love you the way you want. Anyways at least it was a contrast with the dream I had yesterday. I tried to sleep again but it was already Subuh (morning prayer). I prayed in my heart that I would actually meet B or another special someone. I know I would, but I am going to enjoy life for now :)

**btw I joined a yoga class yesterday and I am aching all over again. Those slow movements and that stance that require balanced and muscle coordination really made use of all my muscles. I am at a handicapped because I weight about two of the yoga classmates combined :p