Thursday, March 24, 2016


I am technically into my 4th year of my working life as a Science Communicator. So far the journey has been fun. It does not feel like work to me for the first 3 years. It feels like a big show and tell journey. Even explaining what I do to people is difficult. Especially the skeptics. Well those people can swallow some garbage enzyme for all I care.

Now, my work has change. It feels, very adult, very what people do for work. Lots of meeting, lots of planning, lots of going out to meet people, lots of negotiating, international work, working during my off day, calling people during odd hours and texting people.

I was like, whoa, this is work. Well, I am getting an apartment, so far I am paying half of the mortgage now. I feel like once I have paid full mortgage each month, my life style will definitely change a bit. Even now, I am just paying off some of the debt I accumulate last year. If I get rid of that, than those payment will go to the apartment.

Which really means I have to find another way to obtain money.

Maybe blogging...


Who am I kidding, I lost most of my few silent readers after years of no update, and these random posting is not really helping. People look forward for regular updates just like what I talked before. Ah well, I mean, might as well try you know.

Who knows what will happen

Cat picture, because cat pictures are always awesome

Sunday, January 31, 2016

A Cold like no other

I always wonder how people have their Cold or Flu. 

Do they produce endless amount of phlegm and mucus?

Do they feel like drowning in their body fluid?

Does their nose get really red and dry from wiping their nose so much?

Do they constantly worry about snots or mucus dripping from their nose?

Do they worry about not having enough tissues?

Do they just give up and let their nose drip with mucus and phlegm?  

Were they hospitlized once due to the amount of mucus in their lungs that doctor diagnosed it as asthma?

So tired if this. I am sleeping at 10 every day from now on. 

Friday, January 8, 2016

New Year, New Content... No I lied, I just remembered I had a blog

So yeah, apparently this blog still exist. Anyhow, I did so many guilty as hell post about not updating, and it will stop after this sentence although with careful typing with intriguingly placed word one can stretch a sentence as long as hell, if only they managed to sound like an idiot. Done. I had a good chat with a friend at work. I was asking about tips for social media. I got a message from Celcom saying I have used almost all of my 6GB data. I was like whaat? This iPhone is sucking up all of my data. Well not intentionally at least. The apps on the iPhone work so well and that the phone is new and fast which causes me to open up all of my social media apps. I do have a game in there or two, but mostly is just me laughing at other people post and reading articles in buzzfeed.
See just like last month I had to top up my monthly data.

As yes, back to my friend regarding social media, which happens to suck up all my data. It turns out that in order to have a good social media, there is basically 3 steps.

  1. Constant updates
  2. Quality updates
  3. Things that bring people back

This is something that I see whenever I go on my social media.I remember when I kept watching Natalie Tran and Ryan Higa that continuously uploading thing into the YouTube channel and how they were really famous. Somehow they slowed down in the updates and things just got really boring. I mean mostly likely, like the rest of us, they had something else to do in life.

Hmm, but I want to be on social media, but then problems occur within me. 

You know how people shamelessly promote themselves, Like OMG what the hell. However I remember rich people love to promote themselves as a brand to be recognize. Can you imagine that I watched Kelly Cutrone in ANTM keep saying that and I am like yeah, so true, and yet here I am keep playing video game and sucking my account dry.

God Dammit. 

Well, maybe there is hope is this year? A new position in the company. Which means I am no longer required to be in the museum. It was ultra strange when the office suddenly got quiet. I was like, what happened, where did everybody go. However it's a good challenge and a good change.

My childhood dream came true in a weird ass way. I am making cars now and I am crashing them. How crazy is that.

There is definitely more to that, and I want to submerged myself in it. Besides, I just started paying for a new home. For real bruh! I can't believe I decided to buy a house. As if I got a choice, I am in my early 30s, I should have bought a house like in my mid 20s but then I started work rather late. I guess it's not so bad, after 3 years working and a bit of help from my parents, I managed to purchase a home. I guess I had it easy, but then I don't technically have a car, I used my parents old car, whose gearbox is not working anymore. I also took the public transportation to work and I mostly bring a packed lunch. I deserved that fucking house.

Now my work requires me to travel and it comes with travelling allowance. You betcha I am going to try to save it all my still cooking all my meals. At least the laptop that I am still paying now is making sense. It's powerful enough to play most of my games so I won't be bored.


Constant update, quality update, that thing that made people like. I guess I better whore myself on the media and curate myself into an image that I want people to see.

Monday, November 30, 2015

My Adipex experience, a journey with Premier Clinic Bangsar

A Duromine Journey with Premier Clinic

So I got invited again to try some treatments at Premier Clinic. This time, the branch of choice is at the Bangsar branch. I took a komuter train from Kajang to KL Sentral and then took an LRT to Bangsar. You can take a taxi from KL Sentral but it’s cheaper to take from the Bangsar LRT station. Since I fear rejection from taxi drivers, I decided to take an Uber.

The fare should roughly be like this, if you took a metered taxi, it should be slightly over this price. If you like, you can always walk……. *you are so hardcore, but better not la, for your safety just take the damn taxi, grab car or Uber la. You can also drive there, but it is Bangsar, so good luck with parking though.

This is the waiting area in front of the counter

However they do have a private room if you feel like you need your privacy.

I was actually curious with the oral weight loss medicine that they offer in their clinic. After the consultation with Dr Elaine, she recommends me Adipex. It is a drug containing an ingredient called Phentermine which is a common weight loss pill that is available globally and is approved by the Food and Drug Authority (FDA). The drug works by reducing appetite which in turn reduces cravings and this ensures that you will be eating less. It blocks the hormone cortisol production in the brain for this to happen.

A pill to lose weight, sign me up! Whoa there, hold up. This is a drug, to be more specific it is a drug that can only be prescribed by a doctor. That ended the excitement incredibly quickly. The reason why is that since it is affecting your hormones, it does come with a few side effects. Common one includes hypertension, palpitation, tremors, anxiety and mood swings. Basically it means higher blood pressure, increased heart beat when you are resting, shaking of the hand, worrying and being a bitch for no reason. As you can see, I was concerned. Dr Elaine told me, that some people experience it and some don’t. This is not a drug you can take for a long time because your body will get used to it. It is only prescribed up to 3 months and the dosage will be regulated by the doctor based on how each person reacts. I was given the regular 30mg dosage, which is 2 Adipex pills to achieve the best effect.

Before we started, nurse Nisya, took my measurements which includes weight, height, body fat percentage, and blood pressure. Yes the picture above is blurred intentionally but if you really squinted you would know the numbers.  My blood pressure is already high, so Dr Elaine suggested me to check up on my blood pressure regularly. I could do it at the clinic, or pharmacy. Since my mother has the machine, I could check in on my own.

 How I felt after taking the pills.

Well the first few days I could feel the change. I did not feel like eating. I am still hungry but I don’t need to eat. I still eat though, because my stomach felt empty. I could always just keep drinking sugary drinks because you become thirstier when you are on Adipex. Since I was at home, the anxiety and mood swings is relatively under control. However when we are at work. That is a different story.

There was a big change at work. A drastic change that will change the way I work. I did not response well. It was horrific to say the least. In fact the morning before the announcement, I got into an accident because I was so worried.

Luckily this was the only injury that I got.

Then BAMMED! I got hit by the announcement at work. It was so bad. I did not know what to do. I was so upset that I kept on eating even though I felt full. This is definitely one of the way the medicine will not work, if you make a conscious effort to still eat. The next few days was terrible. I was lucky I had a two day leave so I could go through all the emotions.

So basically this was my playlist of Spotify, which sums up my feelings during that time. This is the anxiety and mood swing working at full swing *pun intended. My stress level was so high, when I check at my local doctor office, my blood pressure was higher compared to before I took Adipex, which is the common side effect that Dr Elaine had previously mentioned. I had to calm down, after going back to work, I sorted out my issues and I managed to calm down. I had to, I wanted to live long enough for the Adipex to work and I had a vacation planned in a few days after that.
You know what happened?

I enjoyed my vacation. I had my ups and down, but that is life, but I love it. I did feel I already lost a bit of weight because I was able to buy a jacket from Uniqlo and it actually fit, albeit snug.

So I think Adipex is definitely one way for you to manage your weight. Remember all that time in the gym will mean nothing if you don’t control your food. I think it’s like 80% food and 20% gym. So let me control my food intake first and let me develop my healthy habits before I journey off into gym world. I did skip a few days of Adipex and yes somehow the food cravings came back. Nevertheless I stuck to my guns, I did have a nibble and a nibble only just to ensure I won’t go broke by eating everything in sight.

My next appointment with Dr Elaine will discover how much I really lost after taking Adipex. Depending on my budget, I might continue for another 2 months, just to ensure that I will get the best results. Besides, that Uniqlo jacket must fit me for the next trip I make to another cold climate.

If you are interested in taking Adipex, prescribed by a qualified practitioner, you can visit them at:-

Premier Clinic Bangsar
40, Jalan Telawi,
 Bangsar Baru,
59100 WP
Kuala Lumpur
Phone: +6012-662 5552 (contactable 7 days a week from 8am- 10pm)
Fax: +603 2282 1120

If you need more information or you need to chat with them online you can always visit them at

Friday, November 6, 2015

No one wants a sad blog, Pokèmon store it is!

Like for real.

Our lives are sad enough as it is, and we do not need to read other people's sadness.

K fine.

They already released the last online Pokèmon competition, The Spooky Cup result and this is my ranking from 50,000 registered players.

So I am at number 5,368. Not bad at all. It was definitely very challenging but fun. The next online competition is happening next week. All you have to do is register online and you are set

I have Pokèmon competition coming up. I am excited because it would be my second official contest. It's gonna be exciting, and again I will be the oldest one, but it's cool. I mean studies has shown that when you invest in experiences, the effect will last much longer than say a fancy phone. However a fancy phone is something you use everyday,so I might take that fact with a grain of salt but then experiences last much longer than your average phone. So that fact is true then

Another competition, another round of experiences and I still have one more Pokèmon that I haven't prepared yet to make my team balanced.

Saturday, October 24, 2015

Just a Rant, Pokèmon Spooky Cup

Wow, no time for blogging is it?

Well, I was busy a bit.

Busy for what you say?

Another online tournament for Pokèmon. They do this quite regularly and it helps you to hone your skill. So for this tournament they have a set of Pokèmon that we can only use because it is deemed the scariest. It is nearing Halloween, so its quite fitting actually.

As I am typing this, the competition is under going. 

How am I doing? I lost 8 out of 10 battles). It is intense!. I spend the whole week breeding the perfect one only to find out it just does not synergize well or that I don't have a backup plan for certain matches.

It's tiring, that I feel I need to rant.

What's more interesting?
There would be 2 more Pokèmon Video Game Championship, happening later this year, and all of it occurs during my off day. How awesome is that. Its both fun and frustrating to play. I guess that is the game.

Too bad I never entered any competition when I was younger, I was a very sore loser. If I decided to have children in the future, I would want them to feel the joy of winning and the pain of losing but not until you get all crazy mad. Just sad is good enough and brings enough drive to improve yourself.

Pokèmon. It's a kid's same but also an adult game where you have to know strategies and techniques. Did I mention there is more than 700 Pokèmon to be memorize.

Friday, October 16, 2015

Wander lust

Wander lust

I gotta love that word. It's like a combination of two things that I like. Wandering around and lust. Evil, very evil.

My birthday is coming up soon and I decided to give myself a treat. A treat of travel. Last year I bought a PS3 and I love it. I don't play it as often as I should, but I still love it. (I play my 3DS more often, as you would notice)

I would like to visit either two countries that I have visited before, Korea and Japan.

Why would I visit countries I visited before, why not try other places.


Well, yes, the statement above is true, but both countries is special to me.

Korea is fantastic, I love Korean food. I love their cosmetic line. I love how very friendly they are to Malaysians. I mean, we do go there a lot. However I just like to be aloof there and just chill out at the nearest cafe while watching the people go by.

Japan hit's close to home. It's the land of Pokèmon and sushi. Both are incredibly awesome there. I would not mind to take a cheap flight there with a ridiculous long transfer time and stay a share house just because I love it there. However I just went there like 2 weeks ago.


I could buy a new phone and just chill out in Langkawi or something right..


This ability of not making any decision is costly. Since all of the promotion ticket has ran out and that promotion with the new Galaxy Note 5 with free powerbank and wireless charger from Celcom is over. I feel like kicking myself, but at the same time, I wanted to take risk and see where it would lead me.

Why not right? Might as well take a few risk.