Pretty much hate myself now
My dad died on Feb 14
I am now permanently placed in a travelling exhibition and I have to travel all over Malaysia by force for months at a time.
To add salt to wound, their are plenty of people thinking that is such a good idea... Like you can have my job and let me have a boring job staying in KL
When I am about to move into my house, I am now permanently outside
I spend my days watching random shit on TV. Even though, I don't watch that show, I just like the numbness and also the a way to just forget everything